Over the past few weeks fear has become a true reality for
me. It has fueled a lot of emotions for me and none of them positive. As I have
been trying to deal with these feelings and seek comfort from the scriptures
and the spirit something became clear to me.
I have a choice. There is a great battle raging that has
been raging since the beginning of time. One must understand first that there
are two great forces at work in this world. One side wields fear and the other
side wields love. Where one is the other cannot be. The choice becomes mine; to
embrace the all-encompassing love of the atonement or the bitterness, anger and
hatred that fear bring. It is easy to see the ways that men have wronged you or
treated you poorly and it is our nature to give into the fear of these people
and become bitter and angry. But we need to remember the words of Christ.
Matthew 5: 44
“I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse
you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use
you, and persecute you”
I have been trying, with some difficulty might I add, to
apply these words and pray with all the energy of my heart for those who have
caused these recent events to transpire. While, yes it has been difficult and I
have a long road before I can truly say I am there, these prayers have brought
the most peace and comfort that I have had opportunity to experience thus far.
Another passage of scripture that has helped keep perspective in the difficult
moments is:
Moroni 8: 16
“I fear not what man can do; for perfect love casteth out
all fear.”
May we all seek to embrace love fully and not give into the
fear that Satan will impose on us.
Josh, I am so inspired by your attitude.
ReplyDeleteMy problems last year weren't nearly as bad/serious as yours and yet I struggled for a LONG time with feelings of fear about the future, and bitterness toward those who put me in this situation. Even now, I struggle to keep a calm composure when I have to interact with the person mostly involved in all the pain I felt last year.
Thank you for reminding me of the perspective I need.
Thinking of you often and keeping you in our prayers!